Recurring

 

Waking up

And

I didn't

Miss you

 

I check the clock

 

7:12am

 

No problem,

 

I had all day

To start.

Family

 

I am half way

Into a bottle

On a Saturday night

 

Downstairs

I hear my landlady

Calling for her cat

 

Jasper, mummy loves you

She says

 

She hasn't spoken

To her children

In years,

Her ex husband in decades

 

But at least

She has this,

 

Two green eyes

In the dark.

Cold bloodied old times

 

Dragging the razor

Against the grain

 

Dipping

I knuckle away

A little foam

 

For a second

The feel of it

Reminds me

Of you,

A part of you at least

 

And in that brief

Dream

There is a slip

And a slice

 

Watching the red start to come

I grin,

Whisper your name

As I bleed

 

Just like

Old times.

 

 

Takes one to know one

 

It was hard

To take her serious

After she introduced

Herself

As a poet

 

That word

Always makes me

Queasy

And prone

To calling the author

Of it's utterance

A cunt

 

But I poured

My glass down

To drown

What was coming up

And gave the thinnest

Of cheap smiles

 

She said she was

From Texas

 

I had imagined

Women from Texas

As something else

 

But then

That might just be

The poet

In

Me.

Window

 

I found truth

In these

Small rooms

 

Without a view

You turn

Inward

 

And

If there

Is nothing

In there

You become

A poet.

 

Bombshell

 

The most surprising thing

About finding

The lump

Was

How little I cared.

 

 

 

 

We are still...

 

Even now

I'll see something

And think,

She would have

Liked this

 

It would have made

Her

Then

Me

Smile

 

The heart remembers

In it's way

And then

The cock

Remembers

Some way else

 

I really will have to learn

To live without

One of those.

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