Recurring
Waking up
And
I didn't
Miss you
I check the clock
7:12am
No problem,
I had all day
To start.
Family
I am half way
Into a bottle
On a Saturday night
Downstairs
I hear my landlady
Calling for her cat
Jasper, mummy loves you
She says
She hasn't spoken
To her children
In years,
Her ex husband in decades
But at least
She has this,
Two green eyes
In the dark.
Cold bloodied old times
Dragging the razor
Against the grain
Dipping
I knuckle away
A little foam
For a second
The feel of it
Reminds me
Of you,
A part of you at least
And in that brief
Dream
There is a slip
And a slice
Watching the red start to come
I grin,
Whisper your name
As I bleed
Just like
Old times.
Takes one to know one
It was hard
To take her serious
After she introduced
Herself
As a poet
That word
Always makes me
Queasy
And prone
To calling the author
Of it's utterance
A cunt
But I poured
My glass down
To drown
What was coming up
And gave the thinnest
Of cheap smiles
She said she was
From Texas
I had imagined
Women from Texas
As something else
But then
That might just be
The poet
In
Me.
Window
I found truth
In these
Small rooms
Without a view
You turn
Inward
And
If there
Is nothing
In there
You become
A poet.
Bombshell
The most surprising thing
About finding
The lump
Was
How little I cared.
We are still...
Even now
I'll see something
And think,
She would have
Liked this
It would have made
Her
Then
Me
Smile
The heart remembers
In it's way
And then
The cock
Remembers
Some way else
I really will have to learn
To live without
One of those.
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